RRRARRRRRGGGHH

::Insert high-pitched bitchy scream here:: !!!!!!

I don't want to do it I don't want to do it I don't want to do it I don't want to do it I don't want to do it I don't want to do it!!!!

It's those awful paintings. I'm trying--really I am--to get those God-awful things finished, because they're due soon and I've barely a lick of acrylic on any of them, but I just can't get myself to finish them! They are quite the opposite of what I want to do. It's not even so much that I don't want to do them, it's now that I really want to NOT do them.

Ugh...I reeeeally want to drop this class. But I can't. I need it to graduate, and I'm graduating this May or dying, and I've just spent the past few days on the phone arranging a tour to Egypt in late May and there's simply no way in hell I am going to throw that away.

So, I've got to get them done. But I am certainly not going to be happy about it.

And I'm not doing it today!